想你了, 好朋友! =)

eyes are heavy, could sleep within 30 seconds.

could only jump on bed when the brother is home. 

feels so bored. no idea what to do. kinda get bored of facebook today.

randomly visited a friend's blog. clicked on the history posts. 

read every posts written about the yesterdays. 

recalls every single moment, simple yet memorable.

most of the posts do not fail to keep me smiling while I read on..

I seriously miss those days..

and friend, I seriously miss you tonight.. so much. =)

*不知道我是不是你对好朋友所谓的定义. 不管我是不是, 没关系.因为, 对我来说, 你是..*

做我男朋友吗？ =)

做我男朋友吗？可以，给我写上一封情书。通过字的笔画看你的性格。

做我男朋友吗？可以，要在我身边陪着我。没有要求时时刻刻，至少每天可以看到就行了。

做我男朋友吗？可以，要在我伤心的时候会开导我。也不是每天都伤心的，而是偶尔伤心一次的话，你要会开导我走出伤悲。

做我男朋友吗？可以，在我生你气的时候会哄我。因为我很在乎你，所以才会对你做法在意，才会生气。

做我男朋友吗？可以，请在我面前亲口告诉我，你喜欢我。说爱我只会让我感觉你没有诚意，只是在玩。

做我男朋友吗？可以，请给我感觉，请给我一种能深深记得你的感觉。

做我男朋友，我不会莫名其妙的生气。生气就告诉你，让你明白自己究竟是做什么我不喜欢的事情了。

做我男朋友，我不会要求你不看其他的美女。男人好色，我知道，所以我和你在一起的时候也帮你搜集美女。你看他们我难免会吃错，可是男人的心理我也可以谅解。眼睛看, 心不要飞走就好。

做我男朋友，请不要给我一副很受伤的表情。不要让我感觉，我和你在一起你很痛苦，这样的话我会很伤心的。我习惯了为别人着想，你痛苦的话我就会离开的。。

做我男朋友，请不要怀疑我的人品。有些话我可以说，但是我却不会做的，对我必须十二分的信任。

做我男朋友，请把你以前的事情都告诉我。我不怕听到谎言，只是在我发现谎言破绽时候的愤怒会令你害怕。如果你瞒不了我的话，就请明确的告诉我。

做我男朋友，我不会让你很为难。不会问我和你妈妈掉河，你会先救谁。不会每天问你爱我不，也不会限制你和你的兄弟朋友们聚会。

做我男朋友，我会好好珍惜你，会很体谅你，会给你足够的自由，以至于你说我不关心你。

爱人只爱8分，我不会全心全意的爱你，因为你不是我的全部。

你只是我的80%，我还有家人，工作。

即使哪天你离开我了，我的世界也不会一无所有，我还可以回到家人身边疗伤，可以有工作养活自己。

做我男朋友很无奈，也很幸福。

我们一块儿变老了.. =)

终于说动父亲和母亲，去做一次体检。母亲起先有些不情愿，几十年来她都是病后求医。在她以为，无事不登三宝殿，没病花钱问诊，显得过于奢侈。禁不住我再三劝导，勉强答应了。

从儿时起到我成人，每每逢我生病，父母如影相随，饭食不香。这是我第一次带着他们走进医院。一路上，父亲和母亲沉默不语。清晨的阳光，照耀着他们略显苍老的面庞。春节时，我连哄带诱地带他们去染过一次发，现在，白发新生，半白半黑，恰似故乡那白墙黛瓦的老屋。而距这次带他们去体检，已经近半年了，也不知自己都忙些什么。

医院里静悄悄的。在一台仪器前，他们彼此谦让着。母亲瞪了父亲一眼，父亲这才解开衣扣，躺了上去，露出瘦而扁平的腹腔。母亲不敢看医生，也不敢看父亲，只是安静地坐在那里，低着头，像在等待着一份凶吉未知的裁决。过了一会儿，医生说，好了，正常。母亲一下子站起来，笑着对医生点头，替父亲道谢，神情里充满了感激。

母亲躺下了，父亲轻轻地帮母亲掀开衣角。仪器的探头在母亲的身上缓缓滑过，父亲一动不动地注视着显示器上的图像，似懂非懂地看。探头忽地停在一处，来回反复地游动。父亲脸上掠过一丝不易觉察的惶恐，他忍不住开口问：有什么问题吗？当得到否定的答复时，父亲这才松了一口气。看得出，父亲有些紧张，因为直到母亲从床上起来，他的裤带还没有系好。

做心电图的时候，父亲和母亲各躺在一张床上，他们分别转过头去，平静地看着对方。那对视的目光，是我平日难见的，闪动着一丝祝愿和关爱。母亲隔着床，悄悄问父亲：早饭还没吃，饿了吧？她知道父亲的胃不好，挨不了饿。可就在昨日，母亲还对父亲发了一次小脾气哩。

当得知两人的心脏都很健康，父亲开始有些活跃起来，调侃地冲母亲说了一句：六十岁的年龄，三十岁的心脏。又查了几个项目，尿检、血压也都是正常的，父亲愉快地冲母亲笑。不料母亲甩过一句：你平时抽烟像烧窑一样凶，肺肯定都熏黑了，让医生好好查查。

体检结束时，我发现，不知什么时候，父亲挽着母亲的手，愉悦写在他们的脸上。只是挽手这样亲密的举动，我先前是不曾见过的。父亲望望母亲的白发说：你老了。母亲摸摸头，又看看父亲，笑起来：老头子，你不也老了吗？两个人于是都笑起来：我们一块儿变老了。

走在双亲身后，他们低低的说话声，我一句也听不见。但看他们因为无病而放下的心，还有深藏的相依为命的爱意，我被深深地打动了。

也许你正忙于工作和前程，又或者你忙着自己的小家和孩子。但是，抽空带他们体检一下吧，让他们感受到来自孩子的体贴，和那年老的关爱。

前世. 今生.

从前有个书生，和未婚妻约好在某年某月某日结婚。到那一天，未婚妻却嫁给了别人。
书生受此打击，一病不起。这时，路过一游方僧人，从怀里摸出一面镜子叫书生看……

书生看到茫茫大海，一名遇害的女子一丝不挂地躺在海滩上。
路过一人，看一眼，摇摇头，走了。
又路过一人，将衣服脱下，给女尸盖上，走了。
再路过一人，过去，挖个坑，小心翼翼把尸体掩埋了。

僧人解释道，那具海滩上的女尸，就是你未婚妻的前世。
你是第二个路过的人，曾给过他一件衣服。
她今生和你相恋，只为还你一个情。
但是她最终要报答一生一世的人，是最后那个把她掩埋的人，
那人就是他现在的丈夫。
书生大悟。

前世，究竟是谁埋的你？
孟婆说：“行路的人，喝碗孟婆汤解解渴。”口渴的人心急的喝了。
于是，那个前世埋他们的人，在他们头脑中渐渐模糊了。他们开始惊惶的四处张望，妄图在茫茫人海中寻找今生的爱人。
“众里寻它千百度，蓦然回首，那人却在灯火阑珊处。”

New Year Eve.

welcoming the new year, with bunch of lovely people.

my parents. my siblings.

my uncle. my aunt. my cousins.

my friends.

and most importantly,

thanks to our mighty God for Your blessings.

without You,

I'll never reach where I am right now.

of course not forgetting,

my deep gratefulness for my Wongs.

for my relatives. cousins.

and my bunch of friends (you know who you are.) 

thank you people. thank you. =)

best wishes from me,
to everyone of you.
always. =)

Hello 2010!

Happy New Year!!

Wishing everyone a greater year ahead!

More loves, more joy, more wisdom, more wealth!

And stay blessed!! ^.^

U're 20, Mate! =D

No candles, no cake, no celebration from us this year.

Who ask u dont come back for celebrations. =p

But we're sure that you definitely have a blast and lovely celebration back at home too!

Anyway, of course.. what's not missing is always our best wishes all the time!

Stay blessed and joyful most of the time!

And all the best in your future years in Uni and all!

Happy 20th Birthday! =) 

.平安夜快乐.

这一刻, 才肯定..

原来是真的很厌倦..

所有的所有..

那又如何?

免不了.

想停下脚步.

就那么的坐着.

就那么的过.

行吗?

行不通.

我知道.

只是在发牢骚..

Merry Christmas!

Merry Christmas to my Wongs!! 

A simple sms from you guys tonight, makes my night.. <3 <3 

Merry Christmas to my Darlings!! =)

Merry Christmas to all my Friends!! =)

And Merry Christmas to everyone out there!! =)

Stay blessed and joyful, at all times! 

Love always,

Chen

你们快乐, 我快乐. =)

因为, 只想看到,

更多的笑容.. =)

冬至节快乐! !

hearts hearts hearts! <3

船到桥头自然直! 

加油!

Love you. =)

梦. 与. 你.

带着非常低落的心情和那疲倦的心..
把自己扔在床上.. 看着天花板.. 头脑里一片混乱..
情绪超乱, 令我不停的一直在胡思乱想..
一时之间, 突然对世界很悲愤..
不想与任何人说话, 接触.. 


我看到自己躺在床上, 眼睛紧紧的闭合起来, 全身无力的那么躺着..
耳边隐隐约约听到几个人的声音, 问着:
"怎么都不醒?"
"找人帮忙按摸, 不要让她的血液循环停下来.."


我很努力挣扎要醒, 可是就是没办法把眼睛睁开..
可是, 不知如何, 我既然看到了一个人..
那熟悉的脸孔, 就坐在我身边, 努力的帮我按摸脚.. 
嘴巴一直念着, 叫我一定要醒..
就算我已经醒来了, 那个人沧桑的眼神, 我都还看在眼里..


是的, 这一切都只是个梦. 
在梦里的我, 仿佛是已经要与世界隔离了..
不知道这算不算是个恶梦.. 可是, 就是有点伤心的梦..
当然, 非常庆幸, 当我张开双眼的时候, 这些.. 都只是梦..


醒来的时候, 不可否认心情有点被那个梦影响..
可是, 毕竟也只是个梦.. 
曾经有人说过: 梦里发生的事, 通常会跟现实生活是相反的. =)

.对自己的叛逆.

为什么总是有时侯,

 我们的意思会那么的违反自己的心思?

dont doubt. dont speak.

If this is true, 

what can I say?

after a month break!

13th of December. Exactly a month after my final paper on the 13th of November. Meaning, I have been slacking for one whole month. Results is released a couple of days ago. Thanks God, I managed to pass the exams smoothly! In other words, meaning.. am able to graduate on time! Congrats to all my friends who managed to make it to this point too!! And all the best for our future path! All of us.. =) 

Well, as Ive said, besides slacking I seriously did nothing much. Office (basically fooling around more than working helping out, I mean), yamcha, shopping, bowling, watching series, sleeping, camwhoring and blablabla. Nothing productive. But well, I guess this is how we spend holidays right. Okay, one morning at the office, instead of helping out.. we did this.. =D

we played cards. and whoever who wins can "kiap" the loser's nose or lips! with my mom's paper clip. =P

look at king's expression! he cant wait for me to lose!!

poor nose. poor me. =(!

and finally it's my turn to "kiap" his sexy thick lips!! bwahahaaa! =p~~

and.. sadly to say, am facing the 'payback' time of over-wearing colour contact lens all these while - I could not wear them anymore! But of course, if I were to asked not to put them on Forever, it's IMPOSSIBLE. I dont care. Still, am not stubborn to an extent that I would still keep wearing it on my eyes even when my eyes are getting reddish and swollen. I dont want anything bad to happen on my eyes too. So, being a loving person, I definitely gonna love myself more. =P So no more colour contact lens for me for the next 2 months! At least 2 months of resting my eyes I guess? Meaning I have to go out.. with specs!! Ahh~~ I know I cannot bear much with it.. so Ive already bought the most normal non-colour contact lens! Hiahia! Yes I know, it still doesnt sound good and healthy. But well, at least much better right? =P

days with my spectacle! 

New Moon Fever!

Went to watch New Moon a week ago, and definitely give double thumbs up for this movie! Tho I heard some negative comments like it is much more boring if to compare with Twilight Part One, it is not so exciting and blabla, still.. I still fond this movie a lot! It's an emotional romantic love story. Not the too-mushy-type. Just enough! So enough to melt my lil' heart. =P!

and yes, am like most of the gurls out there, we're just so in love with Edward Cullen! He's way too romantic and sweet, to an extent that I actually daydreamed that if I were Bella, I would be so willing for him to vampire'kan me! Hahaa! Although he doesnt really "appear" much in New Moon, still.. his character is still so noticed and real! =P

and woo~!! the werewolves!! so attractive so muscular so goodlooking so MAN!! 

and of course, not forgetting the most yeng out of them!!

JACOB! 

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhh OHHHHHHH~~!!!! 

okay trust me, one of the best parts in the movie is when he transformed into werewolf in front of Bella! OMG OMG OMG! I cant help but screamed out aloud in the cinema when everyone else remained silent! Haaaha! Yes, I was that excited! Am still excited now actually whenever I think of that cool scene! I really like it when he always appears to be so protective and caring to Bella.. And feels so pain for him when Bella still left him even when he begged her not to leave.. ='( But hor, if Bella doesnt leave, Edward might die la. Hmm. So to leave at that moment is actually not wrong too la. Okay I know I sound more towards Edward! Hahaa! =P
Anyway, heard that Twilight Part One is a great one too! I know Ive been kinda sakai not to watch Part One, and went to watch Part Two.. So every flashback scenes of Part One in New Moon makes me even interested to watch Part One! So yea, Part One.. wait up! Here I Come! =D

心已倦; 谁来疼?

我尽力了.. 

你看不到的, 不代表没有存在..

我看不到的, 我肯定没有存在..

all the best, my friend!

Finally, I managed to make my meet up with Alvin this time before he goes back to Singapore for good. Didnt manage to make it earlier on after the final exam due to the food poisoning I suffered. =( Well.. anyway~~!! Where else we met up besides Starbucks? =P For him, goodbye is always the easiest word to say. Of course we all understand why because he has been moving from places to places all these while. Well, not to say it's the hardest word for me but well, it's still hard. U know la, me and my lil' fragile heart. Haha! =P

Hrmmm seriously, my first impression about you is not that good as I feel that u dont look so approachable. =P! But well, as times goes by, I just could not deny that u're someone who is protective and caring in a way that Jiun and I seriously think that ure like a "big bro" to us throughout our uni life this year. I remembered how you back me up, how you stand out for me and side me when I was bullied by some weird people who took me for granted. You "shot" that fellow in a very sarcastic way with that courage you always have in you, and seriously when you did that, I was so nervous la. But undeniable, I secretly felt touched and happy too. Thank you, Alvin! For all the moment, regardless it is our assignment-rushing moment, yamcha moment, bullshitting moment, and all the complaints-entertaining moment. *hugs*

All the best in everything, dude! 

And take good care of yourself! 

See you during the graduation ceremony!!  ^.^

another piece of ning's art - the little red dress II

依然. 享受. 空心.

今晚,当我尝试往以前在兜转一圈的时候,
为什么, 我脑海里飘过的画面既然比较多都是你?
所有与你做过的事情,都很清楚的在我脑海里漂浮着!
你在什么时候,说过什么话,开过什么玩笑.. 仿佛能在我耳边再一次的听清楚..
看过你写的, 看过那些照片, 嘴角不知觉的笑了.. 眼泪也同时不知觉的流了..
我并没有伤心.. 可是,心里就是有点不舍的感觉.. 可是, 到底在不舍什么?


知道说这些, 根本就不重要. 
可是, 今晚就只想让自己放肆的沉醉在这莫名其妙的感觉里..